day one almost over

the babies are in bed and i am soooooooooooo tired. being worried makes me tired i guess. i just got done talking to chris. skype worked ok. so handsome his computerface, i wanna meet the guy in real life. i let him know that a text costs 46 eurocents, absolutely ridiculous if you ask me. i know im not being asked. asked to pay...thats all. anyway. he is doing fine. i let anjali talk to him, she freaked out when he said goodbye. she is only two and doesn't understand that even after an entire day of waiting for daddy she only gets to talk to the guy on the computer. how sucky is that. And what for?? I know i should not get into that but eventually i will. i am sooo proud of chris, i really am. i love the army too ( you kinda have to to live this life) . i am proud to be an armywife, a real one!!! but the war over in iraq is just a crock of shit. excuse my french. i am toooo tired. i wanna sleep. i start to miss the guy. i realize i'm not gonna see him for a looong time. say a prayer.