today, i really hate the army

today i really hate the army. I woke up alone and didn't really know where my husband was. i dropped him off last night. there were tourbusses, lots of soldiers, fathers hugging their children, wives crying, children screaming. thousands of soldiers, stationed in wiesbaden, germany getting ready to deploy to iraq. chris had to go to. he kissed me on my forehead, said he loved me and left. its not our first time. we've been here before. but we weren't married then, didn't have any children. didn't know how sucky it is to be seperated for a year. Yeah it does suck! Let me tell you again. It sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!But we will be ok. Chris has sent a Text, he has arrived in Baghdad.