tamara came over friday to go out with me. yes it really happened!! norina watched the kids and i was very comfortable leaving her in charge. she said they never woke up which lets me know, i can do this again. not for a loooooooong time though. we went to an irish pub, where i enjoyed a kilkenny. sooo yummy! we then went to a spanish bar. that was nice but i got so tired, i am just not used to staying up that late or maybe i am just getting old. plus, i guess, dancing by myself wasn't all that great either. i came home at 1.30am. not so bad but i felt like shit the next day. i was so tired but of course when you really, really want your kids to nap....they won't. i still had so much to do for saras babyshower too so i was running around all day getting stuff for today until finally seven o'clock rolled around and i could put the angels to sleep. i slept from eight to eight.
So today i woke up with a fever but a couple of tylenols later i was as good as new. a friend and i decorated the house and prepared the calories.. it was a nice shower. we all had great conversations, many laughs and sara got plenty of very nice gifts. we played silly games too. i had a great time. when everybody left, i prepared dinner for anjali and then put the babies in bed and cleaned the house.
i am tired. the fever never came back so that's good. all i wish for now, is to talk to chris. the house is so qiet all of a sudden. i miss you, honey.
Aaahhh i shouldn't get into it though. i have been doing very well. three weeks today. i will be ok. thinking about RnR keeps me going. the light at the end of the tunnel.ha ha. i will see him again. i just don't know if i can do florida. travelling with my children seems like a crazy idea, at least right now. but we still have ways to go anyway....
say a prayer
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