snowwwwstorm

the past couple of days were more or less hectic, the ususal, i guess. i had to deal with more army buraucracy which, in the end, will hopefully result in us getting the ok to stay here in germany. for that ok, we had to see the doctor and i was told my asthma has gotten soooo bad i have to see a specialist ASAP and change my meds. well sorry guy but there is a snowstorm out there and i won't come back until next week, so there. i know, i can't take care of my children if i don't take care of myself...bla bla bla. yougottalovearmydoctors (very dramatic). i have had asthma since i was three. i will live another week without seeing that doctor. and no worries, dear reader, i will go and take care of myself, just not this week. the roads are really bad. that's why i kept anjali at home today too, plus she has a bit of a cold. unfortunately i still had to get groceries and that was a very unpleasent trip. luckily sara offered to watch the kids and i gladly accepted. the roads bad, its snowing like crazy and i couldn't see sh%$!! But i had to go. we were out of everything. i am glad i went this afternoon because the roads are even worse now.

i spent the rest of the day organizing my kitchen, putting groceries away and playing with my babies. i talked to chris earlier too. he is happy. he tells me about all the stuff he does at the gym and i can't help but feel jealous. he sits in 80 degree weather, has several cooks at his service and he can go to the gym everyday!!!! not so bad. mh...but then again, he can't hug the babies or me, he can't sleep in his own bed, he is in a warzone and... mh... but other than that, not so bad. ha ha ha ha

my poor baby. i am very glad he is doing so well. he seems comfortable and that makes me very happy. good night christopher and remember, we are looking at the SAME moon.

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