calm

i had a wonderful day with old and new friends and my babies. just a very relaxing afternoon. i am calm and relaxed, waiting for chris to come online. where are you my love. he really is my love. when you think the world is coming to an end and there is only one person to pull you out of it. chris is that person to me. my rock. the person i can always count on. the person i trust with my biggest fears. i share the most wonderful memories with him. the births of our children. i love thinking about all those memories over and over again. i smile. my heart is smiling too. i wish i could find the words to really express how i feel... the things we laugh about, ha ha. somewhere over the rainbow...........

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